Drowning in the silence

cold, freezing, minus, but I love it subconsciously. Each winter cast strong momentary memory, I love the silence, the reflection of snow at night and the sound made by your every steps......slow slow slow and drowning into complete silence....at this moment I imagine again the moment Jeff Burkley drown himself in a 'beautiful' lake.
winter04 dessau

Are they tough?

my 2nd encounter with poppee is one year later now, May 05, the spring in Netherlands.

In front of my neighbour house, less then a feet wide long planting strip in front of the windows have survive poppee of several colors for 2 months since the early spring. Despite any weather, the rice paper like pedals stay strong with the seemingly minimum connection with the stem.

Last week, I greedily pluck one of them to delights myself for my Birthday, BUT only to discover that the pedals could never hold up themself once the stems are disconnected from the roots, they fell.........although they had withstood the crazy weather of April in Netherlands.

poppee spring dessau

向重复的每一天致敬

她与偶像老师的特殊关系如願以償的实现了，
我无法再如常与周围交谈。

她开始哭时我无法诚恳相对。
她说爱我，我开始变假，无法感动。

她继续说傾佩我，我想应该是我擅长畏退，
她再哭，因为快要离开他那简单的男友

是简单得有精神分裂症， 或是因精神分裂症而简单起来的男友，
之那天病近复发后，一直在休息，睡。
一直只需要这样这样平静的生活。

继续是好人的男友会让她很安心的离开，前进。
再让她之他心里加温快速蒸发。
然后很快地恢复自己。

只是每早苏醒时，床分了两段， 换了朝向。
但不会忘了继续这样还好地平静的生活。

向每一个阶段致敬，
向重复的每一天致敬。